I owe You everything..

be my strength when im too weak
be my fortress when im too fragile
be my refugee when i cant rely to anything
be my source of hope, when i cant see my path
be my light, when darkness seems overwhelm me
be my peace, when my heart so shaking & aching
be my joy, when i dont have anything to hang on
be my reason to hold on, when i cant understand anything..
be my comforter, when im so worry, weary, & fade.. :(
be my tower of strength, so i can hide in You..
abide in me.. in Your mighty wings,..
my enemies, my foes waiting for my stumble, my failures,

my foolishness, even my falling..
they wont let me have a peace even for a while.

many bad things, evil things around my head..

envy, jealousy, many weaknesses inside.. 

sometimes i feel so tired too fight.

sometimes im too tired to hold on..

but Lord.. i realize,.. n i know that im weak, but You are strong.
my God is strong. my God is Great...!!!!

Give me your love..
Give me Your peace..
Give me Your Joy..
Grant me Your strength..
Grant me Your mercy..
a mercy that flows day by day..
a strength that flows day by day upon me..
overwhelm me in Your peace & sovereignity..

thus i can always be renew.. healed,.. restored..

i owe you everything..
i owe You my life.. 
i owe You my time..
i owe You Your Love,strength,..

i owe You everything,..

God...
i know i can always depend on You. 
i know i can always trust You
i know You can heal me
i know You can restore me
i know You can recover me
i know You are enough for me...!

You're the one what my soul needed
Your love is all my heart need
Your presence is what my spirit thirst of

as long as i have You, i will be ok
as long as You are by my side,

i found my strength in You
as long as Your love flowing in my heart,

i still have a reason to fight for..
as long as my breath still in my body,

i will fight for You..
i will fight for what's Your will in me
i will hold on,.. i will thrive til the end..

teach me, mold me, broke me, shape me,..
thus i can be what You want me to be..